Bear me no il will my love, for at last we are even, for what died in that room was not that woman, but the last breath of me that was human.
Bear me no ill will my love, for at last we are even, for my heart once fluttered with emptyness is now more vast with the absence of a heart beat.
Bear me no ill will my love, for at last we are even, because the truth has revealed itself to me
I am dead inside.
I am only half awake.
I am only half asleep.
I am only half me,
half someon else.
I am only half happy,
or half depressed.
The cup is only ever half full or half empty, never full.
I am only half smiling.
I am only half crying.
I am only half high, half drunk, or half relaxed.
I am only half in love,
half infatuated.
I am half here, half gone.
I am half fucking genius, half fucking retarded.
I am only half sick,
but I am never well.
I am only half a person, because my other half is next to me.
The blossoms white like fresh snow
Ruined by the gray skies
Like milk, spilled over trees, flow
Too sacred for foolish eyes.
Poisonus in beauty
Lavish in lust.
In the darkness, the music beats
Lights flash not few but far between
I close my eyes as I begin to sway
Feeling the bass rippling through the crowd
I feel hands, two, maybe three
On my waist on my back
Pulling me in each direction
I dance close with those around me
No emotion, No words
Dance with me
It is as impersonal as can be
In a pitch black room
Bodies crashing against bodies
like the waves of the ever rhythmic oceans
Stopping to breathe, stopping to feel
the heat of hundreds of bodies
working together, all in rhythm
Like clockwork, moving together in a commune
We work faster and faster
Until the last note fades
And
A Different Goodbye by berthas-awesome, literature
Literature
A Different Goodbye
I say goodbye to the children,
Always needing my affection.
Goodbye to endless hours
Of my life's infection.
Goodbye to those dirty floors,
Always needing to be washed.
Endless seas of fast food toys
Piles of laundry needing tossed.
I say goodbye to that awful sound,
Bottles hitting marble counters.
Slurred speach and blind eyes
That I could never counter.
So I took the children to my breast
And said, "Be good for me my sweets."
I raised them well and after all
If I visit, I'll bring treats.
I am optimistic
I want to bathe in the sun
I do not judge
I am honest
I wear my heart in my hand
Like a goddess is my wrath
but calming is my smile
I am transparent
I understand our life
It is beautiful
I tend to be violent
I want to shield myself
People are idiots
They crowd me, I can't breathe
My heart a saphire
gleaming cold and blue
Sarcasm is my smile
I am a wall
I don't care about life
It has damned me
I love my sweet very much. I miss him even more. It's a great thing to realize how important someone is to you, and how much of you would die inside if something happened to him . . .
Much love.
Ging.
Went to go see Rob Zombie's Halloween. It fuckin' rocked! By far, the best movie yet this year! If you haven't seen it, please do yourselves a favor and do it. After going to see it I had Don't Fear (The Reaper) stuck in my head for two days.